Well, I’m a Builder of Bridges

Waitsfield Vermont Village Bridge - Covered Bridge in Vermont

As I write this, it is nearly Thanksgiving. I find for all the evil that has befallen the world this year, I still have plenty for which to be thankful. Indeed, this year I found the love of my life, someone who finally gets me the way I get her. We found something special in our sudden, but powerful connection that is irreplaceable, invaluable. and precious.

I heard a song today that made me think of us. One line in it directly inspired me to sit down and write what I am about to say. “Well, I’m a builder of bridges,” the song said, “and I could fly us up to the moon. When your time is limited, well nothing happens too soon.” The song is “Matter of Time” by Eddie Vedder, better known as the front-man of Pearl Jam.

I’ve long been gifted with the power of putting words together in ways that sound remarkably intelligent. But, for years, I’ve drifted from fancy to fancy, not really sure how to best use my writing talents for the common good of humanity. I’ve written poetry for many years, thousands of verses, many of which became discarded in years since. Still, many forsaken poems hang around my archives hoping to eventually see the light of day.

I have countless essays on hundreds of different topics. Some are derived from notebook musings and others from actual academic assignments. Many more are written on topics I couldn’t shake from my conscious mind without putting them into essay form. But, a great many of them revolve around my longtime obsession with trading card games. Sure, they were helpful to particular audiences at the time they were written, but their value to the world at large has diminished as the years go on.

I’ve spent countless hours over the past year editing and refining those pieces that I feel still deserve to remain published somewhere. While I still will write here and there, I’ve lost creative direction more recently, despite still note taking and musing on and off. But, hearing that song made me consider something about writing that I hadn’t thought about before.

When we decide to write, create any sort of art, or construct anything at all, we automatically become builders of bridges. We give ourselves a way to connect with others through our works. Whether people decide to cross those bridges or not isn’t up to us. Some will just stop and stare, maybe snap a photograph. Others will come halfway, then go back. But, when someone crosses that bridge and truly connects with our art, that’s the result we all long for when we set about to create. At least, I realize now that should be the end goal. 

For years, my writing became a reflex when I didn’t know what else to do with myself. But, in late 2020, I was determined to no longer waste this gift for petty ramblings or on subjects that don’t truly matter. That’s not to say I won’t continue to share revised works from my archives. In fact, I am more motivated to do so as ever. To present my works in a totally nonlinear fashion makes them in a way even more timeless as the fruits of a tireless and often unappreciated artist.

There are so many subjects that I’ve refrained from writing about due to potentially causing immeasurable controversy and grief for me. But, what if something I write builds bridges that people desperately need? What if I create something through which they can connect with others who actually understand their pains and their problems? None of us truly exist in isolation from one another. Many times our isolation seems self-imposed. But, most often, it’s that the bridges that connect kindred souls simply don’t exist just yet for us to cross.

In fact, it was a written piece of great artistry and soulfulness that built the most important bridge I’ve ever crossed. Throughout I stared straight into a soul who desperately needed to find a new connection, and this piece succeeded in that task. I wish that my own works could one day build the same bridges for others who feel empty, lost, or otherwise befuddled to find some sort of comfort in my words in the way that piece did for me. I’m done seeing myself as a troubled artist, as I have for too long. Instead, I must see myself a builder of bridges through composition and wordplay. 

Don’t hold back expressing yourself out of fear of judgment. After all, such judgment is often borne from ignorance, contempt, or both. As long as our words persist in some sort of media, they forever stand as bridges, practically indestructible connections from one intellect to another. My musings may simply be a sort of therapy for me as I write them. But, it’s what they become once they are written, which then come to mean whatever they are interpreted to be by those who read them. In any case, it’s important our thoughts, feelings, and ideas be shared for others to wonder and ponder over for the rest of time.

~ Amelia <3

Photo copyright Amelia Phoenix Desertsong 2020

Writing words, spreading love, Amelia Desertsong primarily writes creative nonfiction articles, as well as dabbling in baseball, Pokemon, Magic the Gathering, and whatever else tickles her fancy.
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